20twenty Video (MV)

Stop telling me to grow up
It's too much out there for me that I don't even know of
Crying everyday man I need somebody's shoulder

Stop telling me to grow up
No one told me the consequences of getting older
Life got me spinning and I think I'm gonna throw up

I been feeling like this for a long time
I got all these questions up in my mind
Like why I gotta do so much to get by
And why blood don't wanna see me shine
Why I'm always hiding Always tryna lie
Is it cuz I hate myself and who I am inside
I try to put on this smile and show my self with pride
Wake up happy every day but really wanna die

I'm getting deeper in the sand
I need to find a plan
Tryna learn to be a man
I know you understand it
Turning 20 really gave myself some mental damage
19 gone and out the window I can't do the same shit no more
I don't know what the future has in store for me
I will never make it doing it by my lonely
I'm always questioning if these people really love me

No they don't
They treat me like a joke
They all laugh at my goals
They don't want me to go

Stop telling me to grow up
It's too much out there for me that I don't even know of
Crying everyday man I need somebody's shoulder
Tryna ask for help but I'm really getting no love
Too much going on and I wish I could start all over
No one told me the consequences of getting older
Life got me spinning and I think I'm gonna throw up

I can't live the same way
I got to change my ways
These days I just complain
But the day goes on and on

I can't live the same way
I got to change my ways
These days I just complain
About things that I can't control