Late at night, when the shadows crawl,
The hardest battles rise, and I feel small
The devil's waiting, watching for my fall,
Hitting every scar, I've built a wall
I've faced the dark, it's carved its mark,
Each wound, each pain, a fading spark
But through the storm, I hold on tight,
To the hands of Heaven, my guiding light
Still, the silence screams, the nights are cold,
I ache for the one I shouldn't hold
A voice that calmed me, a fleeting grace,
But now I fight in this lonely space
Jeshua, my friend, You see me through,
But some days it feels like I'm lost without You
I wear a smile, so no one can see,
The battles inside that are breaking me
Oh, I'm weary, Lord, I want to go home,
But I keep on fighting, though I feel so alone
Each day I wake, a mask I wear,
Hiding the weight too heavy to share
I don't need pity, just someone near,
A friend to stay, to wipe the tears
I've won each fight, though my heart's been torn,
The wounds remind me of nights forlorn
Yet I stand my ground, though my soul is sore,
Hoping for peace on Heaven's shore
But the whispers rise when the light fades,
The pain returns, in the quiet it stays
Still, I cling to faith, though it's hard to see,
That love divine is holding me
Jeshua, my friend, You see me through,
But some days it feels like I'm lost without You
I wear a smile, so no one can see,
The battles inside that are breaking me
Oh, I'm weary, Lord, I want to go home,
But I keep on fighting, though I feel so alone
So many scars, they tell my tale,
Of nights I've cried, of times I've failed
Yet through the fire, You're still my guide,
Even when I feel there's no one by my side
Jeshua, my friend, You see me through,
But some days it feels like I'm lost without You
I wear a smile, so no one can see,
The battles inside that are breaking me
Oh, I'm weary, Lord, I want to go home,
But I keep on fighting, though I feel so alone
Late at night, when the shadows crawl,
I hear Your whisper, through it all
"You're not alone, I'm here to stay,
Together we'll make it, come what may."