I've been high for quite some time so I don't know if I'll be fine
I'm out my mind, act outta line, I need a line to alkaline
That's level up, but I'm headed towards a cliff!
Til the end, I've always been
The chill guy, ill vibe - always got a bitch to chill with
Always got a bitch that's grinning, oh I got a bitch that's sinning
Yet here I am still waking up alone, been out my zone
For what seems like ages, I'm hungry but don't crave shit
This come down got me way past anguished, start to tremble cause I'm anxious
Problem is, is I commit then get betrayed
See all this is, is childish games but I've learned how to play
Got the cheat codes so the chicas come to me, we hang
Then blaze, she stays one night - then hey
I got her cheating, it's that easy said some shit but I don't mean it
I know one day ima see the consequences for my actions
I just hope when that day comes I can sort the mess and piece the fragments
Back together but my demons driving me to madness
I been high all week... deprived of sleep...
Know what I mean? I'm gone! Gazing at the stars
When I walk out my door I be walking on to mars
Long hair, tie dye: tryna talk to god...
I see the reaper waiting at the gates of Hell for me
Life is what we make it so let's aim for peace and freedom
Like life before the kingdoms I'm the knight in shining armor
Stack some art forms, in some time I'll master all them
Sober is a foreign feeling, but I'm killing time
By getting high, and if it kills me I won't mind cause I won't feel shit
And I won't have to deal with: so called paradise of life
Cause no ones asking any questions were contempt with living lies
I keep f*cking up and f*cking up and f*cking up some more
Like I've had it up to here with all the bullshit watch me boss up
Won't catch me in no office, sacrifice a virgin in my offering
I've been cursed, I'm diabolic, trust no goddess
I'm old enough to know better, but I'm too young to care
And I know where I'm headed, so I hope I see you there
Can't waste time on jealousy, I've been there, got the better of me
And I keep close my enemies, but I never let in their energy
I been high all week... deprived of sleep...
Know what I mean? I'm gone! Gazing at the stars
When I walk out my door I be walking on to mars
Long hair, tie dye: tryna talk to god...
Why's my grandpa fighting cancer? some my brothers locked in handcuffs
Know some mothers pray to god their kid don't end up like their father
Yeah, I wonder: what's it mean to suffer?
I wonder...
All these nights I sit awake, can't fight withdrawal so I sip away
I stay high, that's my escape, they say my flows a hurricane
Was born in the storm, So making waves a natural thing for me
I look at Hollywood, what all these crooks are doing
There's more to entertainment, off the stages all the cast just
Worship Satan, I'm a Catholics biggest eye soar, tell the pastor
F*ck the Bible, don't got time to waste just praying to an idol
That I never met, the hell is this? This ain't what I'm after
Anomaly: that's what I am, anonymous but still the man
My destiny is king of kings I've seized elite with ease
Chiefin' out the east it seems to me there's not much left
Of this dying breed with lions pride and vibrant smiles, you see?
I been high all week... deprived of sleep...
Know what I mean? I'm gone! Gazing at the stars
When I walk out my door I be walking on to mars
Long hair, tie dye: tryna talk to god...