So loud, and I don't know how
And I don't know why it controls my mind
And what could I even try
To keep my head down
To keep my mouth shut
When it's it in my gut
And it begs me to f*ck things up
So I go in loud, and I burn shit down
I wish I could just chill out, but I don't know how
The f*ck am I always up so late for
With nothing to do
What am I supposed to wait for
What am I listening to
'Cause I don't know how, and I don't know why
So what good am I to go back in time
And what would I even try
To clean out my mind, to clean out my head
And replace instead, with a boring love
The f*ck am I always up so late for
With nothing to do
What am I supposed to wait for
What am I listening to
And what makes it loud