bokai - this road (feat. lost&confused.) Lyrics

I've seen way too much
How the f*ck did i even get here
I don't wanna keep walking this road no more
I've been trapped for too long
Inside of my head
I don't wanna keep walking this road no more

Everything I should have said
All the things I should have done
Hitting the bottle again
Wish it would come to a stop
Memories all in my brain
Thinking that you were the one
Rolling around in the deep
Feel like I cannot go on

I wish I could salvage all the love that I gave you,
To patch up my heart from all the pain that it went through
During all of this time I feel like I've let myself down
You played me with your games while you beat me to the ground

Yeah, I've seen too much
Trouble's on my mind when it all f*cks up
All the tears I've shed
Hiding from the demons inside of my head
Wanna clear my name
I'm sick of all the things that remain the same
Tryin'a work on myself
I'm tired of reliving everything you said

No one else to blame
Feeling like I don't wanna walk this way
Can't explain what I feel
Need to get my space cause it's all too real
But I've gone to far
I don't wanna keep looking back at all
When I close my eyes
All I see is you and it makes me cry