I am told I'm kind and smart
I wasn't born to lose
My innocence has played its part
Now I'm a victim of abuse
My personal room 101
I cannot stand what I've become
I'm searching, inside screaming for help
'Cause I really could use some
Saw her die but couldn't do a thing
Carry that weight wherever I go
I don't care what the future brings
Since I can't get hurt by what I don't know
My personal room 101
I cannot stand what I've become
I'm searching, inside screaming for help
'Cause I really could use some
My parents read the scriptures every day
But they never did treat me well
My home isn't a safe place to stay
It rather feels like I'm in hell
My personal room 101
I cannot stand what I've become
I'm searching, inside screaming for help
'Cause I really could use some
I was kept down by those around me
So I learned to play it tough
Lost myself, I could not see
I hurt others more than enough
My personal room 101
I cannot stand what I've become
I'm searching, inside screaming for help
'Cause I really could use some
I wish I could take everybody's pain
And turn it into ash
Instead, it's on my soul, like a stain
I'm not strong enough, I'm trash