This shit the realest shi I'll ever spit on a tracc
Through the rain sleet and snow
No loyalty was ever shown to me
So there's no loyalty shown to them
Always slandering my name
Shit really crazy out here
Gotta make it home to my family
No matter what the circumstances
I gotta do it for momma
Doin this shit for my momma ain't no goin bacc
Only spittin real shit that I say up in these raps
No loyalty, nobody really had my bacc
Working 9-5 so I ain't gotta go trap
Locced up in the penitentiary because the trap
My Old lifestyle dead to me so I ain't goin bacc
Listen to the lyrics hear the pain up in this tracc
Wishin for a new life, wishin for my grandma bacc
I be goin crazy staring at these damn walls
Hoping when I make it out
That I ain't gon fall
Momma almost left me for the dog
I don't give a fucc about nobody
But my dawgs
Wishin for a better life
When I ain't meet the fall
Hopin that I make it out
I'm wishin onna star
Put momma in a car
Put myself up in a crib
Hope my brothers have it all
If I got it imma give
Real shit
Doin this shit for my momma ain't no goin bacc
Only spittin real shit that I say up in these raps
No loyalty, nobody really had my bacc
Working 9-5 so I ain't gotta go trap
Locced up in the penitentiary because the trap
My Old lifestyle dead to me so I ain't goin bacc
Listen to the lyrics hear the pain up in this tracc
Wishin for a new life, wishin for my grandma bacc
Growing up shit crazy, I seen countless people die
Lookin bacc on memories I'm really scarred for life
Diagnosed with adhd when I was 5
PTSD came around at 15
Now I'm steady wishin this shit really a dream
Grandma died in my arms when I was 15
Anxiety and PTSD depress me
17 wishin I ain't grow up with these things
I know my grandma watchin
She lookin at a king
Imma be great one day
If I keep chasin dreams
Make em reality
But I be goin crazy
Wishin I was a baby
Wishin I aint deal with problems onna daily
This shit really crazy
Im really a psychopath
Goin down a psycho path
I ain't gonna make it bacc
Even if I fight off all these demons
Tears was really flowin when I wrote this track