Bored of Education - Better Off Lyrics

I threw my time away
Waiting for you to appear
There goes my day
I'm waiting for you there
I threw myself into the lake
But your cement covers my feet
I'm choked up by the summer heat

Paranoia and confusion
This is my own delusion

My mind got lost up in a lie
It's fun while it lasted
Don't put me past it
You know I never could supply
I lived it all up in my head
Earth shattering truths
The damned and the youth
Maybe I'm better off dead

This cloud covers my joy
The storm is almost near
This useless ploy
I knew it'd never work here
I'm washed up on the shore
The sun just fades away
It starts to pour
All I do is just decay

Paranoia and confusion
This is my own delusion

My mind got lost up in a lie
It's fun while it lasted
Don't put me past it
You know I never could supply
I lived it all up in my head
Earth shattering truths
The damned and the youth
Maybe I'm better off dead

Well there's nothing I can do now
This ship has sunken to the ground
I waited all my life for this
I've gotta cross it off my list
The hate, the pain, the suffering
This is just the beginning
With all this shit you put me through
I fear there's nothing left to do

Paranoia and confusion
This is my own delusion

My mind got lost up in a lie
It's fun while it lasted
Don't put me past it
You know I never could supply
I lived it all up in my head
Earth shattering truths
The damned and the youth
Maybe I'm better off dead

Better off
Better off
Better off