Why is it so hard to be happy
One day I'm fine and the next day I'm crying
I cut through my skin but I don't feel the pain
I'm so dead inside and nothing helps
Maybe this is my fade
So give me drugs that I can take
To kill my pain, kill my brain
Cuz every thought just feels the same
Maybe this is my fade
So give me drugs that I can take
To kill my pain, kill my brain
Cuz every thought just feels the same
It's getting harder to breath
There's so much pressure on me
And I keep regretting the mistakes I made
Can't sleep so I'm awake but you're not here
Maybe this is my fade
So give me drugs that I can take
To kill my pain, kill my brain
Cuz every thought just feels the same
Maybe this is my fade
So give me drugs that I can take
To kill my pain, kill my brain
Cuz every thought just feels the same