Man
100 shit I aint perfect
Far from perfect but I'm solid
Wish I would've finished college
I'm a Product of what made me circumstances as a baby
Single mother with 4 kids coming up shit was crazy
Used to dream of making plenty, tired of adding up them pennies
Daddy heavy in them streets, so I barley got to see
Lost my cousin at 16 that shit changed up everything
Now I'm screamin f*ck police cause they ain't protecting me
All I have is my two feet cause everything's been took from me
Told me lies to to get me by but the truth was in their eyes
From bottom I had to climb had to stand I had to rise
Lost some homies in this life, we'll meet again in afterlife
So right now ima get us right, cause all my life I had to fight
I just pray I make it though the day and survive through the night
If shouldn't make it lord make sure that you grab me tight
I've done some wrongs I can't change, and I hope you understand
I'm just a target in this world that I live in
People said they loved me but some how it went crazy
Family turned they back on me, said they'd betray me
All I did was give my all, but it wasn't enough
I'm Down bad right now, I don't have no luck
For everything I've been through some will not understand
Things I've seen in my life tested me as a man
I lost my grandma and my aunt hope to see you again
I never thought it would be like this how did this happen
Lost them both back to back 4 months apart
All this weight on my shoulders is crushing my heart
Always told me I was strong, and I made y'all proud
I just hope when you see me I still make y'all smile
And I wish there was a number that I could dial
To hear y'all voice, tellin me don't worry now
All this time passed by, but the wounds are fresh
I promise ima keep at it and always do my best
This ones to my guardian angels
Lord keep protected
The ones I love protected
And to my angels you'll be missed
I love y'all