Bottled Minds - LONELY AF Lyrics

My world is falling down
These pages are blank, yeah I got no way out
I'm going insane, but I'm not crazy now
And I don't feel pain, my brain is numbing down

These thoughts are so loud when you're not around
Calling out for something oh I think I might drown
Not for now
Oh yeah I hope that you're proud
I said I hope that you're proud

I'm on my own
Is it all my fault
Is it 'cause I lost control
What did I do wrong
Is it 'cause I'm so far gone
I'm so gone
Oh yeah I need you here with me
Or I'll be

Lonely as f*ck for a while
Until I make up my mind
Until I make up my mind
Lonely as f*ck for a while
Until I change up my life
Until I change up my life

I don't like that
All she wanna do is f*cking fight back
Tell me why you ever cared about the times, or you cared about the lies
We were never on the right path
Why you never tell me where you're going
I don't wanna know about what you did
I was always there when you never really cared
Oh I wish that you would notice that

These thoughts are so loud when you're not around
Calling out for something oh I think I might drown
Not for now
Oh yeah I hope that you're proud
I said I hope that you're proud

I'm on my own
Is it all my fault
Is it 'cause I lost control
What did I do wrong
Is it 'cause I'm so far gone
I'm so gone
Oh yeah I need you here with me
Or I'll be

Lonely as f*ck for a while
Until I make up my mind
Until I make up my mind
Lonely as f*ck for a while
Until I change up my life
Until I change up my life