I'm loose yeah, I'm jaded
But I'm a wreck and I'm hated in a world that lets me down
My escapes another way
Breaking through naivety
Breaking through what I know
So I just find myself in a world they don't believe in
Right here I've got the answers
Well you can find me in your memory
Passing times or days in revelry
And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive
Now I'm living in this memory
Yeah, I'm dying to live
Feels like my ears are burning
But I'm hostile but I'm still learning to never live this down
I hesitate still make mistakes with every word or step I take
Left behind what I know
But I can't kid myself even know I've been pretending
It takes time but I'm mending
Well you can find me in your memory
Passing times or days in revelry
And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive
Now I'm living in this memory
Yeah, I'm dying to live
Yeah I'm addicted, so addicted to this life
Yeah I will do this wrong before I do it right
Yeah I've been wasting, I've been wasting so much life
So stay away from me and don't come any closer
I'm a nightmare
Well you can find me in your memory
Passing times or days in revelry
And here's a toast to all the times barely made it out alive
Now I'm living in this memory
Yeah, I'm dying to live
I'm dying to live
I'm dying to live
I'm dying to live