BottomBoyTB - Heart Torn Lyrics

Okay, so my neighbor died inside
What if I said I was tired
Would you blame me
Would you hate me

Sometimes I get a little changed
I get a little changed
Ain on no crazy shit, but baby, I see that you're changing
Sometimes ion pay for shit, you be thinking I'm the lamest

Just tell me how it feels to not have someone who famous
I thought I gave you flowers, i took my losses when it came in
Mama say, son, you gotta learn to set standard
Felt like I ain't had no one on my side for answers

Thought I had my grandma, she can't speak because of cancer
Feel like my head in trauma, you see, I'm changing for my damn love
Now I gotta keep my head up, uh, this life shit so fed upp
So I don't give a f*ck what they said, girl, I'm mentally tired

Playing with my heart while it's burning
They playing with fire when the rain, it pours
They know that TB a chosen one, he a shooting star
I'm looking for guidance for my love I desire , I'mma brag bout you

I'mma let the world know you my girl
Sittin here thinking, every day
I know I keep my head down, but best believe I'm straight
But physically it gettin to me, but I'mma be okay

Got my heart torn, It dont supposed to be this way
I ain't know no crazy shit, but baby, I see that you changing
Sometimes ion pay for shit ks you be thinking I'm the lamest
Just tell me how it feels to not have someone who famous

I thought I gave you flowers, I took my losses when it came in
Mama say, son, you gotta learn to set standard
Felt like I ain't had no one on my side for answers
Thought I had my grandma, she can't speak because of cancer

Feel like my head in trauma, you see I'm changing for my damn love
Keep sending them to heaven
I say please save me a spot, we all gon' cry
It's our time, don't never question God

When he call you, it's time to go, the time a tell when you die
Please dont love me when I'm gone, they say, TB, I got your back
Well, show me that love now, taking all my love ones
All these memories gone, I'm like, what a time you a thug now

You ain't never seen a gangsta cry, can you feel my pain
Feel it now, God said, she's safe at the top, she looking down
I'm not okay, but I can tell you I'm healing
TB is you straight , talking to myself right now about drilling

And I said, I don't know, I don't know what's on my mind
I don't know, I don't know right now
Ain on no crazy shit, but baby, I see that you changing
Sometimes ion pay for shit, you be thinking I'm the lamest

Just tell me how it feel to not have someone who famous
I thought I gave you flowers, I took my losses when it came in
Mama say son, you gotta learn to set standards , dawg
It felt like I ain't had no one on my side for answers

Thought I had my grandma, she can't speak because of cancer
Feel like my head in trauma, you see I'm changing for my damn loved