Thinking 'bout the first night
You caught me flatlined
Both a shade of blue
Thought we were the same kind
I was needing safety
Someone to listen
You needed a scapegoat
For your existence
Guess I'll be the bad guy
Just for your good side
Could you be the wrong one
Just at the right time?
Now I'm needing space
I'm needing some distance
Don't know how you blame me
I thought you were different
Hate me when I'm happy
Love me when I'm sad
You think that I'm pretty
When I'm crying in your lap
Comfort in my lacking
How f*cked up is that?
I don't really care if now you realize what you had
Sick of all your bullshit
Keeping me tight knit
Acting like my boyfriend
We don't even lock lips
How'd you even get here?
Feels like you broke in
Must have been a contract
You left unspoken
I was on a good kick
Laying my own bricks
Had to steal the moment
Throwing your big fit
You could write a book on
Giving out guilt trips
Bitter when I go out
You call that a friendship?
Hate me when I'm happy
Love me when I'm sad
You think that I'm pretty
When I'm crying in your lap
Comfort in my lacking
How f*cked up is that?
I don't really care if now you realize what you had
I let you cross my lines so many f*cking times
Hated my friends so I cut them out of my life
You've got some nerve to cry, tell me you miss those nights
But now I realize I'd rather say goodbye
I'm taking out your knife
I won't apologize
You're gonna be just fine
And I'm gonna say goodbye
I'm gonna say goodbye
Hate me when I'm happy
Love me when I'm sad
You think that I'm pretty
When I'm crying in your lap
Comfort in my lacking
How f*cked up is that?
I don't really care if now you realize what you had
I let you cross my lines so many f*cking times
Hated my friends so I cut them out of my life
You've got some nerve to cry, tell me you miss those nights
But now I realize I'd rather say goodbye
I'm taking out your knife
I won't apologize
You're gonna be just fine
And I'm gonna say goodbye
I'm gonna say goodbye
I'm gonna say goodbye
I'm gonna
I'm gonna