I don't like to let myself,
Get closer than what you just felt.
It never really ends that well.
And I'm sick of carrying that guilt.
Promise I don't want your help.
I'm doing just fine by myself.
You should look somewhere else,
Cause I'm stuck inside my own hell.
And I can feel pain the moment that I wake up and,
Im the worst of luck to anyone that I let in.
I hate that Im wasting
Every single better moment.
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to.
And I know that could mean you,
Never wanted you to see that.
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment.
With you.
I'm sick of always fighting it.
And I fall asleep with that regret.
Feel it underneath my skin.
I accept that i get what I get.
Made it so damn hard just to let you in.
Told myself I never would again.
Ive been driving city lines away from my regret.
And you could never understand it.
I hate that Im wasting
Every single better moment.
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to.
And I know that could mean you,
Never wanted you to see that.
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment.
I'm faded.
Frustrated.
Spinning in my bed, staring up at the ceiling.
I hate that Im wasting
Every single better moment.
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to.
And I know that could mean you,
Never wanted you to see that.
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment.