Bracelet - Should I? Lyrics

Should I start again?

Nervous breakdown on a crowded subway at 5 Am
I made sure no one noticed, I kept my eyes focused to the ground.

This is my life
Even if I don't always like it
I'm in love !

And I don't try
Try to hide it
Sometimes I just get so excited
Then I'm shy

Why is it so hard to be
A beautiful person
My heart is so pure
I'm sorry so much
Stuck to feel everything at once
Laughing feels like crying

And So I gotta start liking myself again
You ever hate urself so much
That You forget who you are
And why youre even mad at yourself?
If I'm honest
It's a strange place (yeah its a strange place)
To be looking in the mirror

I can't believe my eyes!
I can see everything
For the first time
& I like it, I'm a giant!

No more feeling small
Like I'm not here
Cause I've been dead 2 long
I'm shedding it all away right now !

I'm getting the f*ck away right now !
No care at all !
My life's a bottle rocket ... (bang)
Set it off !