I'm on it's one, I don't know who I was once
I just remember being a kid
I was bullied, I was broken
I was hurt, now I don't know who really hurts
Like you do
I miss the old me
I miss this feeling
The way it all felt as usual
Birthdays passed and I cried
Birthdays passed and I cried
I'm alive, I'm alive today
Because I stayed
I'm on it's one, I don't know who I was once
I remember being in high school with my friends
I'm so freaking lucky that I met the people in my life
Yet, yet, I don't know why
Yet, yet, yet I still cry
Yet, yet, I don't know why
I'm on it's one, I can barely float
I can barely breathe
My skin is too thin
I'm afraid of gaining weight
I'm afraid of losing faith
I'm afraid of losing myself
I'm afraid of changing my religion and my family
So this is my story
My defection
My ending
My glory
Just know I'm on it's one