Ayo, Uh
Guess I've made too many bad decisions
Pastors looking Past it
I'm a bastard
Bitch I'm Past forgiveness
Lord 's a witness
Sinning and sink in the hood
On brink of erasing the good
Cause all my life been misunderstood
I'm just a project of the truma that my father delt
Cause all my life I've hardly felt
The fright in my mind
From fighting my f*cking self
Reject the help
I struggle with time
And truma bond with those who hurt me
Still imperfect
Death be clutching my mind
I get high
Slave working a job just ta get by
Is it worth it?
Selling drugs could save a whole 'lota time
What's a crime
When you get desperate?
Ain't been sleeping I'm restless
Mind is thinking
Been sinking in sin ta swim
But I'm breathless
This my profession
A lonely rapper with a broken soul
How you learn ta focus
When you grew up in a broken home?
On the phone calling for God
Hope he alone
I texted Jesus in on the app
But he ain't answered the phone
I atone
All my life I done bad shit
It's real tragic
Yo what a hazard
Stressing mama who pay the taxes
What to do
When ya mind is short of some chromosomes?
How you learn ta focus
When you grew up in a broken home?
All my life I done bad shit
It's real tragic
Yo what a hazard
Stressing mama who pay the taxes
What to do
When ya mind is short of some chromosomes?
How you learn ta focus
When you grew up in a broken home?
Yeah