Brady James - FEEL A THING Lyrics

I lost my phone, today
But the funny thing is I wasn't mad
Cuz i told myself, the other day
I'm sick of reading those words we had
You used to tell me that I checked the time too much
Cuz I've always been impatient
But now your scrolling through my pages
Until your battery is all dead
You'll be okay
And You'll be just fine
But what hurts you most
Is that I threw it all away

Maybe I shouldve
Told my friends that I'm still hurt
Honestly in these plane seats is the only place i feel worth
You told me couldn't care less
And I swear to you that I had peace
But as the weeks kept moving on, I started seeing I got more weak
You showed up in my city, from time to time and i saw ya
And I won't lie cuz i felt regret but I thank God I didn't call ya
I thank God that I moved on
But it's clear to me that you didn't
You moved down to ATL "when" the pain got to your limit
I had to get home and see my family just to get my head straight
In New York feelin all alone cuz I couldn't clear my headspace
You acted like I played a game and said things I didn't feel
But just because my feelings changed doesn't mean they weren't real
I wonder if

I hope you know
This just ain't easy, for me
So please forgive me, that I told myself that I didn't care at all
I hope you see
This all still kills me slowly
And so I'm sorry, that I tell my friends that I still dont feel a thing
Feel a thing

I need you, to be okay
To be alright
I know it feels like it's all coming down
But
I need you. to be okay, to be alright
I know it's a lot got you wanting to drown but

I hope you know
This just ain't easy, for me
So please forgive me, that I told myself that I didn't care at all
I hope you see
This all still kills me slowly
And so I'm sorry, that I tell my friends that I still dont feel a thing
Feel a thing