Brady James - Find Myself (feat. Matt Ngesa & Jimmie Lee Jr) Lyrics

I been outta school so long man my life is like a field trip
Way too many people try to bring me on a guilt trip
All I ever been was me, a product of some real folks
Lately I been living in a dream I'm gettin real close
All I all I ever wanted was that rolley on my wrist
All I ever thought could satisfy me was a hit
But I know now, tell me how I know now
Ima be the person I was made to be and never be a clone now

Lately I ain't sleeping on the weekends
The clock keeps ticking keeps me thinking
I am not a highlight real of all of my successes
I just wanna be all that I am, yeah I said it

I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick talking not stopping at all
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick talking not stopping at all

I been on some other stuff
I been on a lot of stages, where they told me give it up
I've been working for like ages, reminisce when I came up
My best friend since we were young said brady can I open up?
Lost myself in the open bottles
I was on top but not tomorrow
Drown my face in a pit of sorrow
They hand me all these pills to swallow
I seen things you don't in a life time
All this years, and you been my life line
This industry goin kill me listen
Following these voices, listen?
Thats my friend who I grew up with
All these years and he blew up quick
Believed only what people thought about him
Now he's at the top like a thunderous mountain
Wish he didn't listen to the people "round him

Lately I ain't sleeping on the weekends
The clock keeps ticking keeps me thinking
I am not a highlight real of all of my successes
I just wanna be all that I am, yeah I said it

I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick talking not stopping at all
I'm just tryna find myself
I just wanna be who I really am
Caught by these walls, ain't helping at all
Clock with the tick talking not stopping at all

Ain't no mirror telling me what I should be
All these voices telling me what to believe
I'm just tryna find myself
Cuz' You can't tell me what I am
Your words have no place there
I'm searching you ain't bringing me down
I'm just tryna' find what he already found

I'm just tryna find myself