Maybe I'll go viral off my problems
I don't know
Maybe all my tears goin bring some dollar signs
I don't know
I'm scared to let you in on what I really think
Press pause on my Twitter feed
I just sit alone inside my bathroom
Too much to think about I turn it off
Thank God my dad's really happy
He's been loving his brand new job
But, My life's been a mess and I can't sleep
I'm searching for the purpose in it all
Yeah
Hello you "prolly know all my regrets
Let's just skip the introductions cuz it's making me upset
Before you turn the volume up and play this with your friends
Just know that once you get to know me theres no going back
Don't you wanna stay
In the place, an oasis
The only thing that makes you get away
Take a trip with me you can drown in it
Don't you wanna stay
In the place where my face is
The reason everybody's so afraid
Get a ticket at the gate, where it all is going great, like
Welcome to the thoughts inside my head
It's getting crazy
Hearing all these noises like its Brooklyn in the 80's
I been doing things that I'm not proud of no one knows
If I just could just be a little honest with one soul
Way too many nights staring at the ceiling of a hotel
Tryna keep my thoughts together 'fore it all goes to hell
And I know, yeah
What I know yeah
I met a girl from calabasas yeah, she was kinda nice
She asked me why I'm quiet and why I'm anxious every night
I started to explain it but she tried to run away
I swear this always happens when I say
Don't you wanna stay
In the place, an oasis
The only thing that makes you get away
Take a trip with me you can drown in it
Don't you wanna stay
In the place where my face is
The reason everybody's so afraid
Get a ticket at the gate, where it all is going great, like
I'm supposed to tell kids how to live right
When I can barely sleep at night
My dreams are eating me alive
There's pressure on my self
I'm swerving off the belt
I think I need some help, oh
But they just wish me well tho
I went through 2 breakups at the same time
So how could I keep my peace of mind
Started seeing therapists
And they tell me I need Jesus Christ
And I know that
But when they sit down with their notes out
And they look at me with those eyes
When I say
Don't you wanna stay
In the place, an oasis
The only thing that makes you get away
Take a trip with me you can drown in it
Don't you wanna stay
In the place where my face is
The reason everybody's so afraid
Get a ticket at the gate, where it all is going great, like