Brain Damage - Whitney's Song Lyrics

I just got home put my bags on the floor and I'm wondering where you are at
I know you are getting your hair and your nails done but baby when will you be back
I just want you to be happy in all the ways
I want to be able to see you every day
I need you to know that every night when I finally get a chance to lay
My head down and actually sleep the last thing that I do is pray
That when I wake up this will not be a dream you bring color to my world of gray
I hope that you know just how much you mean
I know I'm an ass and sometimes it seems
That I do not pay enough attention but I know holo polish is your favorite thing
Because
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
I know that you'll be here
For the rest of my life
Please know
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
You know that I'll be here
For the rest of your life
Oh shit I just nearly forgot to mention a couple things driving me wild
You take all the drama without hesitation
You gave me my first child
So now I spend every day just waking and teaching and loving our son
We both know it's your smile that he has but my criminal streak sure does have a run
And just when I started to count out my blessings you told me that we are having another one
I'm terrified that this one will be a daughter good thing that I still have my gun
The fact is you make me a much better father
You help me to take care of everything
You've given me time you've given me space you've gave me a reason to finally sing
The things that've been floating around in my head
I'm no longer fighting or trying to wind up dead
You found me when I had nothing but now we're both here stacking the bread
Together forever you make the world better
You're down for the hustle you fight for the cheddar
You're turning our home to a port in the storm
Your heart is a lighthouse regardless the weather
And honestly I could care less if this song gets played
It's not for the fans it's not for the shows it's for your darkest days
The ones where I can't remember my name
The ones where you see me circle the drain
The ones when I can't even get out of bed because I am in too much pain
Please know
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
I know that you'll be here
For the rest of my life
Please know
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
You know that I'll be here
For the rest of your life
They say love is patient and that love is kind
I joke that you're probably with me because you are partially blind
But at this point I know that it's actually true
Considering how many times you've turned your blind eye
To some of my choice and dumb ass mistakes
The number of times I've let my shitty mental state
Drag our life over a heated grate
Instead of packing and crying and walking away
You break out the tongs you crack me a beer you tell me that I'm making steak
I could leave now not come home tomorrow and know that I'm not getting grilled
You're cool with show and kickin it with fans as long as I just keep you filled
In with an update now and again
No matter how mad you cannot pretend
That when I get home with a cheese cake you can't even be fake
I'm back to being your favorite friend
Now and again I get in a mood where I'm a dick and stomp out the room
And everything I see becomes doom and gloom
So you turn off the TV and then you start making some
Breakfast foods because you know that I love bacon
And every morning it's crazy to me the fact that you have taken
My last name and all of my pain
But you do some shit that drives me insane
Well I guess that is fair
No wonder everyone tells us we make such good of a pair
Because
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
I know that you'll be here
For the rest of my life
Please know
I love you
Can't stop thinking of you
You know that I'll be here
For the rest of your life