Brainslug - All for Naught Lyrics

Why am I trapped in this state of mind?
Where I can't define what keeps me alive?
I don't think I've felt so cold before
Where the hell did my selflessness go?

Now I'm alone with my thoughts
Nothing to do with what I've got
Wondering if it's all for naught

Locked in my mind, all I can see
I'm only happy in my memories
Maybe if I would flee from this place
Then I'll find the reason I should have stayed

However, I fear no more
I now await what lies in store
Living in a frozen life
I'd rather stop, lay down and die

If you held a gun right up to my head
I would tell you to just shoot me dead