bffs w/ my anxiety Video (MV)

That feelin' woke me up again today
Before I even eat my eggs
These racin' thoughts scramble my brain
Remember I got bills to pay
So I go and work a job I hate
Just tryna make it through another day

And I'm not gettin' any younger
And these nights just keep on growin' longer
And I try to fight it
But that only makes it stronger
So before I let this pain keep killin' me

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety
I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me
I cut it off, I changed the key
I ghosted it now it's haunting me
And I don't know how much more that I can take
Of my anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay
My anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay

Wish I could throw it back to our younger days
When we'd live to play and stay up super late
But I know that just ain't reality
Who knew the worries inside my head
And all the monsters under my bed
Would grow up to live rent free inside my brain

And I'm not gettin' any younger
And these nights just keep on growin' longer
And I try to fight it
But that only makes it stronger
So before I let this pain keep killin' me

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety
I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me
Yeah, I cut it off
I stuffed it down
Pretend like I'm feelin' better now
But it just keeps gettin' way harder to face
My anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay
My anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay

I don't need adderall
I don't need any drugs at all
Only I can make me feel okay
One thing bout misery
It really does love company
But I'm done with it drivin' me insane
So screw the agony, I'm
Kickin' it outta me, I
Know I'll find the remedy someday
And all this tragedy, it
Won't be the death of me, cuz
I'm makin' peace with all my pain

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety
I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me
Yeah, I cut it off, I changed the key
I ghosted it now it's haunting me
And it's with me every second of everyday
My Anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay
My anxiety
Ay Ay, Ay Ay
My anxiety