Get lost to dark thoughts in my mind
Suppress my feelings all the time
Ingest the poison and subside
I tell myself I will be fine
Moonlight N'sunshine both out at once
Blue skies n rain fall covered in blood
I smile i cry it's do or I die
These rainbows melt no colours in sight
Fractured and broken I can't confide
Live the same as robots they're in denial
Unspoken everyone is telling lies
I can't reveal the things I feel inside
I been all alone
These faces pass me
I been trapped inside
This mirror laughing
It's a waste of time
And I cant decide
Do the ill survive, yeah?
Red hands in the blood bath
Skin scratched up lookin' like we walked out a car crash
Am i outta my ou yah
Right mind cause my left side wanna do that
They smile and wave
My jaw clenched up i could shatter teeth
I just watch this beauty bleed
While the smiling faces fall asleep
Get lost to dark thoughts in my mind
Suppress my feelings all the time
Ingest the poison and subside
I tell myself I will be fine
Moonlight N'sunshine both out at once
Blue skies n rain fall covered in blood
I smile i cry it's do or I die
These rainbows melt no colours in sight
I see these things play tricks on my mind
You dance you vanish at the same time
These footprints lost in days of our lives
I've kissed these pills in the back of my mind
Hold tight and just wait for the blow back
In sight no one ever gonna know that
I got my flow back, labelled up in toe tags, no lag, just mags
I thought you should know that
Careful how you approach this
Try to go un-noticed
Put 'em all on notice
Happy pills with no emotions
I've been gentrified, I'm new inside
I'm alone I know
No suicide, they're mortified
I see the stones they throw.
It's been awhile, it's all the same
I never see no growth
I'm villainized, while I patronize
And I'm seein' all these ghosts
N all these ghosts
N all these ghosts
N all these ghosts
N all these ghosts
Get lost to dark thoughts in my mind
Suppress my feelings all the time
Ingest the poison and subside
I tell myself I will be fine
Moonlight N'sunshine both out at once
Blue skies n rain fall covered in blood
I smile i cry it's do or I die
These rainbows melt no colours in sight