Lying awake here and I'm staring at the phone
I can't decide if I want you to call
It's taking all of me to keep this all inside
I'm on a wire, just trying not to fall
Oh and you still light me up inside
Oh I cannot hide
Yeah, I would have thrown it all away
Even though we've traveled down this road before
Yeah, I couldn't face another day
But now I'll never know if it could have been more
I always told myself I'd never feel this way
The things I chose have shown me all I know
But sometimes I can't shake these thoughts attacking me
The visions of that lost live seem to grow
Oh and you still light me up inside
Oh I cannot hide
Yeah, I would have thrown it all away
Even though we've traveled down this road before
Yeah, I couldn't face another day
But now I'll never know if it could have been more
All these thoughts keep coming back and taunting me
I'm not sleeping and I find it hard to breathe
I know there's probably not a chance of this turning around
And I don't know how to feel when you are here
This road I'm on won't lead me anywhere but down
I guess I should be glad I've got you near
Oh and you still light me up inside
Oh I cannot hide
Yeah, I would have thrown it all away
Even though we've traveled down this road before
Yeah, I couldn't face another day
But now I'll never know if it could have been more