ALL ON MY OWN Video (MV)

Ain't sleeping too much nowadays
Chasing high's to keep myself awake
I cannot hide
So I gotta seek for myself
But lately
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself
Im chasing rock bottom
Got me down on my knees
Just like autumn
Falling down with the leaves
Feeling all on my own
But deep down I know I'm not alone
Cause every time I gaze at the moon
I find solace
When I realize someone's looking at it too
After midnight going through the blues
Praying I wake up feeling new
Nah nah I ain't tryna hit the snooze
Cause a nigga got big plans
For some reason Im shying from em through day and night
Procrastinating I ain't been aight
Shit I thought it lost it
Detaching from my old ways
I'm steady stepping so you'll never catch me staying in the same place
Everybody looking to me so I gotta make sure I set the pace
And I'm tired of niggas telling me that I'll be straight.
I'm tryna be more than okay
Gotta prove it to myself
Overthinking through the nights
And putting myself through hell
I know these meds ain't helping
Since I'm always overwhelmed
Now im tracing back back back back to my own shell
Hoping I don't fail
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself
When I look up to the sky
I pray for guidance
Knowing that he's on my side to keep me balanced
Everyday I fight to strive through the challenge
Instead of going back back back back to my own shell
Hoping I don't fail cause lately
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself