Not Who I Used to Be Video (MV)

You see. Me for. The kid i used to be
Times changed. Of course. Im not who i used to be

You see. Me for. The kid i used to be
Times changed. Of course. Im not who i used to be

So high, oh my
I touch the winter skies
I soar, i fly
I take off my disguise

Oh why... oh why... oh why... oh why...
Hidin deep down deep down inside
Oh why... oh why... oh why... oh why...
Hidin deep down my feelins that still reside
Oh why... oh why... oh why... oh why...
Hidin deep down hopin for a change of tides
Oh why... oh why... oh why... oh why...
Hidin deep down deep down inside

Cuz my feelins still reside when i said they didn't i lied
Most my songs i just surmise
With a broken heart a surprise
Whippin tears away from my eyes
I wonder why i cry
Is it cuz i havent taken time to realize change inside...

Devise my demise when the feelins i despise arise
I collide with goodbyes knowin i cannot let this ghost die
Time expired the burnin of memories inside this fire
Butterfly im escapin from the cocoon tht paralyzed

Hypnotized. Suicide. Televised. Sacrifice

Gotta change my thought patterns
Tellin myself you don't matter
You scatter scatter brain matter
You splatter splatter i gather
My thoughts but what a disaster
I end up all alone on saturn

You see. Me for. The kid i used to be
Times changed. Of course. Im not who i used to be

You see. Me for. The kid i used to be
Times changed. Of course. Im not who i used to be

You see. Me for. The kid i used to be
Times changed. Of course. Im not who i used to be