Find Myself (feat. B L A C K K I N G) Video (MV)

I'm just trying to find myself before the fame
I'm just trying to hide myself from all this pain
I got love scars, my soul been tainted
I'm taking drugs to heal me until I feel painless
My emotions gone, loving me could be dangerous
Been tucking on my steel, you would think that it's stainless
Will you ride, will you ride, will you ride for me
And stay on the side, on the side, on the side of me
I was trying to feed my dawgs, they started biting me
My money stacking to the top, it got some height on me
Yeah my feelings never show, I swear they hide in me
God picked me from the crowd, He shined a light on me
Why you ain't just go to sleep when you got tired of me
Opened up your eyes, you couldn't stand the sight of me
I'm just trying to find myself before the fame
I'm just trying to hide myself from all this pain
Cry so many tears, heart full of rage
Nobody understand, I been going through some things
Kept me out the bird room, know my heart left a stain
Got revenge, lost respect, after all love is pain
Shook back, cold-hearted, here to change lanes
I could never trust your word, you are not genuine
Put in time, hard work, out slandering my name
Cut from a different cloth, I'm a boss, you a lame
God forgave me for my sins, so I forgive you
What's in the past, I let it go, and I forgive you
You a queen, I'm a king, I respect you to the highest
I rode for you, you rode for me
You are not a loyal rider
LETSGO
RUNIT
I'm just trying to find myself before the fame
I'm just trying to hide myself from all this pain
Cut from a different cloth, I'm a boss, you a lame
Temporary scars cause permanent pain
Ice box replace my heart, I could never love the same