BrazyBray - Testimony (feat. FloridaChildd) Lyrics

Yeah, yeah
This is my testimony
I'm in a room full of people and I still feel lonely
I'm married to the money, I don't need no ceremony
And through all of the pain I'm still getting the cheese, no macaroni
I never knew your love was gone be the death of me
They talking bad on my name, why they got they breath on me
You scarred me even though I gave you what was left of me
Nothing was ever enough, even though I gave you the rest of me

Designer the way that I'm dripping
Money on money I'm flipping
Gotta change the way that I'm living
I done turned into the villain
Perkys they help with the healing
Them xannys erase how I'm feeling
They don't f*ck with me 'cause I'm different
My heart gone, I don't got no more feelings
What's the difference between real hate and fake love
My mind been running wild but I'm gone rise above
I'm tryna get myself out this deep hole that I dug
I'm tryna make it to the top, I'm just gone keep my head up

Keep my head up, lately I been feeling fed up, yeah
Popping percs, I'm just tryna feel better
And tell me would you love me through the bad weather
And would you hold me down until it's all better
Off of these drugs, I'm geeking
And off of the drugs, she tweaking
Just tell me would you hold me down until the f*cking weekend
I'm off a pill, I be geeking
Pack in the back, it be stinking
Pain running through my mind, I just be thinking and thinking
Draco kick back, tell his ass get back
Chasing money like its track
Hold up bitch, where you at
My gang we gone attack, gotta kill all these rats
I'm balling, go look at the stats
She took my heart, she ain't give it back
She practiced on me how to best break a heart
She used me as a dummy
I don't got no more feelings inside
You can treat me like a mummy
I been popping and sipping and smoking to heal me
But your love still scarred me
Been running and running from all of the pain
Somehow it still caught me
F*ck with my gang the wrong way and our demons gone get you
They gone be coming
You would think I'm Houdini the way I be turning nothing to something
Pack in my pocket be so loud
The whole room be thumping
Designer my garments, don't care what it cost me
I just be thumbing through money
I'm having problems I thought I'd never have
I done cut niggas off when they ain't have me down bad
All in my feelings, I swear to God I don't mean to be sad
Brand new Birkin, I swear to God I'm stuck all in my bag

I never knew your love was gone be the death of me
They talking bad on my name, why they got they breath on me
You scarred me even though I gave you what was left of me
Nothing was ever enough, even though I gave you the rest of me

This is my testimony
This is our testimony
I'm in a room full of people and I still feel lonely