Breach - Serious PTSD Lyrics

[Chorus]
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me

[Verse 1]
I understand what's being said
Not with me she always said
It's a big
Angry ball of fear
And I don't even drink beer

[Verse 2]
I've seen through this curtain of grief
We've died like desperados
Old timers remind me of my mom
I don't have parents
I don't have babies
I don't have water
Except in my growing eyes
A lotta love in quick work
And gaslighting g'lore

[Chorus]
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me

[Verse 3]
Oh
And now I know what those screams mean
But if you choose
Should we
I say:
Spin it 'til we grin
Darken the marks Downtown again
While we howl-walk
I could never tell you what but you won't
Or some other f*cked-up pride

(Guitar Solo)

[Bridge]
Mission-not-accomplished badge dashed in old wine style
A well-between-worlds
Barren bank
A fetching vest
One more for nothing
A few days but a gone forever
Hope popping in and out of your chest
Proud all day long are these explosives:

[Chorus]
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me

[Chorus]
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me
Serious PTSD
Good time just not on me
Just not even close
At least this party is toasting to me