Dear Depression Video (MV)

I get so defense
I get overwhelmed
I fake a smile just cause
I don't want your help
I say that there is no wrong
Everything is fine
If you believe that story
Then you're stupid blind
This is my moment of honesty
I probably won't stay here long
I try to be vulnerable
I'd rather be all alone
And I admit
I get upset
Cause I'm a mess, yeah
I hate the feeling
Of never feeling
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
The lies you feed my brain
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
I get lost in my head
Fighting all my thoughts
One moment off the deep end
Screams that I am lost
Lying to myself that
Everything is fine
If I keep up this story
Then I'm stupid blind
This is my moment of honesty
I probably won't stay here long
I try to be vulnerable
I'd rather be all alone
And I admit
I get upset
Cause I'm a mess, yeah
I hate the feeling
Of never feeling
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
The lies you feed my brain
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
The lies you feed my brain
I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down
Adrenaline was up but I am numb now
If I get the chance to feel again
Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all
I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down
Adrenaline was up but I am numb now
If I get the chance to feel again
Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
The lies you feed my brain
Dear depression not today
I'm not playing mindless mind games
For your attention
Not to mention
The lies you feed my brain
If I get the chance to feel again
Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all