Brendon Meyer - abandonment Lyrics

I always really want to like my life like they do
Never doesn't feel hard to meet and then break apart
They just fly away like a dove
I never have felt true love
Think I've got it, but I never get enough
I keep getting thrown in dirt, and my bloodstains on their shirts
Something nobody wants to see, and it's nothing I want to be
And nobody understands, all they do is wreck my plans
Guess I'll keep trying my best
But abandonment is all I'll ever get
Why can't God just simply give me a girl that I need?
Haven't sat comfortably, had a pretty rough history
So I'll just pray to that Lord up above
I never have felt true love
Think I've got it, but I never get enough
I keep getting thrown in dirt, and my bloodstains on their shirts
Something nobody wants to see, and it's nothing I want to be
And nobody understands, all they do is wreck my plans
Guess I'll keep trying my best
But abandonment is all I'll ever get
Treat me right, then they don't mean it
Do they know the real me? Can they see it?
You still tease me, but I'm not what you think
If they just ask, then they can have me
But will they stay or just walk past me?
Girl, tell me the truth, and don't blink
Do you love me?
Do you love me?
No
I keep getting thrown in dirt, and my bloodstains on their shirts
Something nobody wants to see, and it's nothing I want to be
And nobody understands, all they do is wreck my plans
Guess I'll keep trying my best
(I guess I'll keep trying my best)
Treat me right, but they don't mean it
Do they know the real me, can they see it
You still tease me, but I'm not what you think
If they just ask, then they can have me
But will they stay or just walk past me?
Girl, tell me the truth, and don't blink
I'll just keep trying my best
But abandonment is all I'll ever get