B-retch - 1am In Beaver Dam Lyrics

It's hard to admit, but I think about you all the time
Staring into the mirror, tryna envision your eyes
The freckles that streaking your face making me hypnotized
I just wanna see your smile on one of these summer nights
You leaving soon I'm tryna roll the dice
But let's chill for minute
Even if I gotta spill for a minute
Hoping that you all ears when you listen
This is therapy this no longer business
'Fore I finish the sentence
Give me a couple of seconds
To tell you how I feel whenever you decide to just message
You leave my stomach in messes
My heart pounding out my chest and
Butterflies flying in every single point of direction
Ima make a whole song for you
Dedicate a whole arm for you
I would clear a whole town for you
Spray a whole hundred rounds for you
Living on your own for the first time I wanna know how you been
I wanna know when I come up on your phone do you ever tell your friends
Sitting all alone getting in your zone I wanna see life through your lens
Painting perfect pictures of a house on a prairie where I hope one day we live
I see the future in your eyes
Hiding pain use the music as my disguise
Always telling truths and never lies
Come over baby I don't wanna waste no time
Could've left this at a 1:48
Been venting for so long it's getting late
Wish I had a heart like yours, you never hate
I been up and down this road you always been going straight
And when you cried on the phone wish I'da been with you
Lean up on my shoulder wipe a tear for you
Even if you got no one I'll be there for you
I know you got some trauma let me heal with you
Late night in the studio got me inside my feelings
Be going off on these records but I ain't hitting the ceiling
Man jealousy is a killer, they tried to wound me I'm healing
1am in Beaver Dam, wonder if they find me appealing?
Melatonin in my system cause lately I ain't been sleeping
Maybe your love is the thing that my soul has really been needing
Pour my heart out in the open and only your love can stop the bleeding