The sun's peaking into my room
Smoky thoughts are my alarm
Haven't even started the day yet
I already want it to be done
I ain't livin' life to the fullest
No baby, I'm just gettin' through
Numbing my brain to stop feeling insane
Well it's just one, two, three and I'm up in smokes
I meet my friends down at the bar
They talk about those good old days
I drink down my sweet, sweet poison
And feel myself float away
I'm not trying to be someone
Who always lets the rain right in
I don't wanna cry and I'm too stubborn to die
So it's just one, two, three and I'm up in smokes
I'm hiding in bathrooms
I'm breathing out windows
Always looking for an escape
Sneaking down hallways
Locking everything in
Always trying to get away
I feel my throat getting tighter
Getting too dry for me to shout
Part of me wants to climb back up
And the other part doesn't want to come out
I look out of my windows
White knuckles grip the screen
Wish I could be happy and carefree
But instead it's just one, two, three and I'm up in smokes
I'll tell ya baby, they'll never be
Enough smoke for me