Bri Capirsi - Self-Destruction Lyrics

I'd like to destroy myself
Please let me destroy myself
Can you hand me a cigarette
Tie a noose around my neck

Give me a snort of cocaine
Put prescriptions up in my brain
Do anything to cause me pain
Cuz I'm feeling literally insane

Let me starve myself to death
So there's nothing of me left
Get me addicted to crystal meth
So I can take my final breath

And if I live for you it makes me selfless
If I leave for me it makes me selfish
If I stay around I'll just be a bitch
So go push me off of that bridge

Fill me up with alcohol
Throw me off a waterfall
Choke me up against a wall
To prove that I'm nothin' at all

Put a gun against my head
Smother me in my bed
Remind me of the worst things that I've said
Cuz I'm probably better off dead

Do you cringe at what I say
If you do then that's okay
Better out than in anyway
You can hear optimism another day

Tell me I'm absurd
I'm clear it's what I've learned
I wish I were more concerned
But I don't care about what I've heard

Set my hair on fire
Call me a f*ckin' liar
Stab me in the chest
It'll feel good, I'm depressed and

Drown me in the deep blue sea
Give me every STD
I can't think of another thing
But if it's bad please do that to me

Cuz I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
Oh I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
Oh let me be clear
I don't wanna be here