Bri McKay - Feel Anything Lyrics

I've tried just about everything
Some sort of novocaine
The Intensity
I remember everything that night
I went home
Cried myself to sleep
You acted like it was nothing
Not a single scar left on you
Now my vices are talking
I'm doing what they tell me to do
I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all
Tonight I'm at war with my peace
You shouldn't still be haunting my dreams
I'll take a shot or two or three
Try to forget you meant a damn thing to me
I was holding on to thin air
Reaching as I kept falling
Cracked my heart open to bare
Curled up on the floor broken
I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all
I'm searching for an escape
Cause right now it's too overwhelming
Oh I oh I still wonder
Did you feel anything
(Cause I did)
I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all
So I don't feel anything at all
Cause I don't wanna feel this at all