And she opened the blackout curtains
And bathed in the light
She had a dozen messages
Like, "are you alright?"
Like a curse on her head, she uttered to herself
Some tune she whispered in her room as a kid, every second
And in her heart of hearts, her ghost of ghosts, she knew every word like a friend
And she says
"No one can, no one can know
Know me"
She never wakes up with a sound
Only with her body clock
She never wakes up with a sound
Only when her mind rocks back and forth
Some vision in her head that she never wanted
Vision in her head that she never asked for
And she's shaking, she's shaking now
She's shaking wake the man in the bed
She's shaking for the man in the bed with her
And she says
"No one can, no one can know
Know me"