Brian Hartt - Honest Lyrics

This echo comes back each time i forget
It leaves me alone, just scratching my head
I came to the crossroads, way past my due
I spend most of my time wondering where to?
I've stopped the car way too many times
And took out my map and turned on the light
I'm trying my best
To be honest
I never unpack cause i'm up early and out
But i always look back from then until now
I'm just too damned afraid to tell you truth
Cause i'm too damned weak to say that i'm scared of you
I'm trying my best
To be honest
I'm talking all night, saying naught but a word
And more often than not it all goes unheard
No matter the way that i end my night
I'm always alone in the cold morning light
I'm trying my best
To be honest
Not too long ago, i tried to give up
I tightened my tie and laid myself in the tub
But today i am glad that i picked up your call
Because if i hadn't, i wouldn't be here at all
I'm trying my best
To be honest
I'm traveling back to the place i was raised
I won't be staying long, just a couple of days
But if you need me, you'll know where to go
And when i leave i don't expect you follow
I'm trying my best
To be honest
I treated you kind, but mostly treated you bad
Even though you were the best thing that i ever had
I wish that the truth didn't sound like a lie
I want to be friends but i can't make up my mind
I'm trying my best
To be honest
I've fallen apart and i've fallen for you
But i've come to this crossroads, and all my debts are