I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides
My insides
My insides out
I was born a burden
Trouble from the start
Bad chemical head
And a malformed heart
I have watched myself die a million times today
To keep you from seeing it once that's the price I pay
Suicide soundtrack playing
Sitting by the mirror that's a view to a kill
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides
My insides
My insides out
Everyone knows
Everyone cares
And all of that guilt is what's keeping me here
Everyone knows
Everyone cares
And all of that guilt is what's keeping me here
If you loved me
You would say goodbye and turn your head
If you really loved me
You would say goodbye
Goodbye
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides
My insides
My insides out
I don't want to leave you feeling empty
Because no one should live like this
I don't want you to learn to live without me
But no one should live like this
Every day I wish I never were
But it never works
No it never works
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides out
I will tear my insides
My insides
My insides out