Brian Is Ze - The New Deal Lyrics

3pm and something just feels wrong
Did I forget to take all of my medication?
Everybody else seems so happy but I
Can't figure out occasion for celebration
I gotta let it out cause when it's seeping in
It seems a bit to tight underneath my own skin and I
Feel like I have to lay low
Communications breakdown and I don't really know
If I should stay or go
I don't know what love means
I just know that I can't be peaceful when you love me
But when I piss somebody off and you hear "Peace, love"
You know exactly what that means, love
I was getting too good at goodbyes
Until my main lady came along and opened my eyes
I don't have it yet all figured out
But I know when it's not the right time to bounce

I've been dealing with my own messed up life
You've been dealing with you're own messed up life
Both of us have had such messed up lives
I don't understand why this can't change tonight

3am and something still feels wrong
Guess I won't get to sleep until about dawn
Now the whole day is gone
Not that I really know what f*cking day it is anyway
Did I forget when mama said, "You're okay, son"
Did I forget she said, "You got this. Stay strong"
I don't mean to make you out to be a liar
But I think I need a new prayer this one only kept away the priors
I'm doing good, right?
I don't mean I'm doing well. I mean you see me in a good light
I'm doing good, right?
Because I'm not doing well and I could use some self worth
Look at the moonlight
It just takes off and goes and it never comes back
That's not for me, right?
I just gotta sit and wait...

I've been dealing with my own messed up life
You've been dealing with you're own messed up life
Both of us have had such messed up lives
I don't understand why this can't change tonight