Lavender Video (MV)

It's crazy I still think about my hands running through your hair
But when I reach out for my muse she isn't there
And I wonder now what you think about, is it me, do you even care?
There's still so much to say even with clear air

And I can't explain enough how much I need you to understand
That I never meant to pressure you at all
Our hearts, they both meant well, you're just a woman and I a man
And I'm sorry
But it's hard

Do I still mean something to you? Cause you still mean something to me
Maybe when it's cold again you'll fall asleep inside my hoodie
Maybe somehow, someday, our stars will cross again
Until that time I hope you hear what I have to say my friend

It's weird to me that it's coming out like this
These are all the thoughts ive tried hard to dismiss
And don't take this wrong but I hope this makes you sad
Cause if it hurts you too then it couldn't have been so bad

I'm happy that you're happy, at least I hope you're doing well
But if I have to tell the truth it hurts like hell
Am I wrong for feeling stupid cause the pieces didn't fit
But there's a piece of me that's not ready to quit?

Do I still mean something to you? Cause you still mean something to me
Maybe when it's cold again you'll go to sleep inside my hoodie
Maybe somehow, someday, our paths will cross again
Until that time I hope you hear what I have to say my friend