They say
Fool me once well shame on you
What if I was fooled twice
By two different dudes?
And what if the first time
Was too plain to see?
Like he was totally evil
And I was so naïve
But what if the second time
Was a shot in the literal dark?
Like he didn't even ask but he said sorry
What a self-aware remark
But when I woke up to his lips on me
I thought I've been here before
And when he raised his voice at me
I thought I've been here before
There were so many f*ckin' red flags
That I just chose to ignore
Because I'd lost so many people
And I didn't want to lose any more
What if I'm so scared of losing people
That I hold onto them for dear life?
Even when it's lethal
Even when all they do is make me cry
And what if I had to say it out loud
And see the look on their face
And feel the hesitation in her words
For it to click that something was out of place?
And now I'm begging you to say it to my face
(Say it to my face)
Say it to my face
(Say it to my face)
If I made a bad decision
Would you still allow me grace?
Say it to my face
(Say it to my face)
Say it to my face
(Say it to my face)
Did I make a bad decision?
Will you still allow me grace?