I didn't want to call you
And I know it's late right now
But I'm drunk and it's 2am
So listen and listen loud
I'm tired and angry and I don't know why
The world keeps trying to change me
And I cannot divide
I don't want to live in the past
But I'm still fighting to catch my breath
No miracle's gonna save me
So I better change fast
Yeah I better change fast
Time and time again
I hate myself
Cause time and time again
I break myself
Where did my pond go
The place I called home
Cause now I'm running around in circles
Away from feeling alone
I believe in the road that leads to heaven above
But why is mine so god damn long
Time and time again
I hate myself
Cause time and time again
I break myself
Go ahead and say I'm crazy
I feel perfectly sane
Denial it just may be
Still my burden to tame