Brice Haiden - Chimera Lyrics

I could feel better
I could feel worse
This is not a gift
This is just a curse
I could feel better
I could feel worse
This is not a
This is not a

Told her not to tear up
Told her not to cheer up
Look into the mirror
This is a chimera
We can not hold on to this
I'm pouring up the syrup
Castle in the air
This is a chimera
I'm just tryna maintain
Blowin' trees I can feel it in my brain
All my thought patterns rearrange
As I'm watching all my prayers going down the drain
Blind rage, what a crying shame
Trigger happy with no aim
Crossed the line bout a thousand times
So this time, you'll take the blame
I'm just tryna maintain
You made it impossible for me to stay the same

All I wanted was one thing
All I needed was one thing

I told her I would feel much better
If she let me go
By now she should know much better
Than to lay me low

After all the schemes I gave into
After all the things that we've been through
Oh

I could feel better
I could feel worse
This is not a gift
No, this is just a curse
Tear my heart apart
Then go and tell me what I'm worth
Look into that crystal ball
And tell me how it hurts
Yeah

Told her not to tear up
Told her not to cheer up
Look into the mirror
This is a chimera
We can not hold on to this
I'm pouring up the syrup
Castle in the air
This is a chimera
Told her not to tear up
Told her not to cheer up
Look into the mirror
This is a chimera
We can not hold on to this
I'm pouring up the syrup
Castle in the air
This is a chimera

I gave her everything
She kicked me to the dirt
Despite the things that people said
I still would try to make it work
At the end of the day I still love her
More than the Earth
To me that's what she's worth
Told her pay attention
She will never listen
Every day with her
Is like a brand new day in prison
I been in my head
I been on a mission
Diamonds 'round my wrist and my neck
Yeah they glisten

Had to give her up for the game
This lifestyle don't bring you 'nun but pride and pain
I got so much to lose with the whole world to gain
She know me but only by my name
Brice Haiden
Yeah