A How To Guide: Living With The Shame Video (MV)

Stare into the sun
Comfortably numb
I lay down when we're done
And highlight everything
And the timing's all a haze

I can't quite find the thing
That makes me not feel the same
That makes me wanna hurt
That makes me never learn
The mold will kill my brain

Are we just biding time
Until I lose my mind
I don't think I was right
It doesn't get easier with time

I don't know if I'm to blame
But I think there's something to say
For how someone could be made
With something like this in their brain
And how to live with the shame

Are we just biding time
Until I lose my mind
I don't think I was right
It doesn't get easier with time

You touched me with intent
I won't wrap my head around it
Like the first time shock
Your hands go numb
Like the first time
You're supposed to love someone
I cant think my way out of this

I can't think my way out of this
I can't think my way out of this