The music is for me
But the words, for you
To help my disease
And try to get through
Can't leave it alone
Can't just let it be
I'm trapped in a cage
And I swallowed the key
I hope that life has been treating you well
From what it seems it's been a living hell
So here's good thoughts from me to you
At least I'm trying to
I've been backpedaling down a hill
Moving forward, looking backwards still
I'm not fully detached from you
But I've been trying to
The music is for me
But the words for you
To help my disease
And try to get through
Can't leave it alone
Can't just let it be
I'm trapped in a cage
And I swallowed the key
I'm sorry to hear that you've been sick
Cold and tired, feeling like shit
You have much better days ahead of you
I know that you'll pull through
At least you get to dance on piano keys
What a relief, like a mental breeze
All the chords and melodies from you
Help to propel you through
I f*cked up
I caused all this
I know I suck
I know you're pissed
I apologize
For flicking salt into your eyes
I am sorry for being rude
And putting me first instead of you
Putting myself first instead of you
I'm sorry that I took so much pride
And heavily shoved you to the side
I'm sorry I made things be this way
I hope you're starting to be okay
I think about you every day
I think about you every day