Britney Jayy - HER Lyrics

I feel sick, ok
Layin in a bed of news
Silent cryin hopin everything you said
Would poof
Disappear and remain far out of my inner scoop
It's crazy how you want the truth but it f*cks up your mood
I swear my heart and mind are
Taking my virginity
I'm being f*cked cause this is where your
Light has taken me
A road to pain assumptions heavy grief
Acceptance cause I know i'll never be
Now I'm drowning in the sheets
Now my thoughts keep wondering
Did you really think that we could bounce back
I keep replaying visuals you blowin her back
I can't apologize how my emotions react
I bet when you left she knew yo ass would be right back It had to be her
Lucky to be her
I don't wanna be her
I just wanna be heard
Oh i Oh i'm sitting up in my room eating my feelings
Oh i oh i'm trynna find a way to get close to healing It had to be her
Lucky to be her
I dont wanna be her
I just wanna be heard
Here I go again
Forgiving all your actions
Like I'm desperate
And when you leave im soakin like a rinse and spin
A mutha f*ckin cycle I can't ever win
I know our love will always conquer baby I know
But imma need a little more cause this old
You tell me that you're sorry not sure it shows
How I know you won't leave again
With your clothes
Lucky to be her
I don't wanna be her I just wanna be heard
Oh i Oh i'm sitting up in my room eating my feelings
Oh i oh i'm trynna find a way to get close to healing It had to be her

Lucky to be her
I dont wanna be her
I just wanna be heard
We can sit and contemplate
Go back and forth with what's at stake
Set the record straight
I'm gonna work it out wu wu what ever it takes
It had to be her Lucky to be her
I dont wanna be her
I just wanna be heard
Tell me what is wrong with me
Why did she have to make you leave And do I get a chance to speak
Cause I just need to state my piece It had to be her
Lucky to be her
I dont wanna be her
I just wanna be heard