britta raci - benchwarmer Lyrics

I wish I was sober
I keep on making bad decisions
It isn't over until I say it is
If I'm such a loser
Then why do i feel like I'm winning
It's always been my world and
You were just living in it

And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you

Did I make the roster
Well put me in coach I'm a player
Just like you taught me
With all the games thought I'd get better
Like I'm worth something
You treated me like I'm a starter
I'm not evolving
I am still just the benchwarmer

And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you

It was just always me breaking my own heart
Wasn't it always me breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

For a second I forgot to miss you
For a second I forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
And for a second i forgot to miss you
To miss you... I wish I was sober