Why can't God be Santa Claus?
Why the hell my parents lie to me
They told me I would be a star
Mmmmm-driving down the boulevard
Checkin out the mansions
Thinking will it ever happen
And what would it cost?
I feel guilty
Since hitting thirty
Grown and thirsty
But I play the humble girlie
Want this era
In the rear view mirror
I need better better
Grown and thirsty
All I do is dream about it
Eat and sleep and breathe about it
Grown and thirsty
All I do is grieve about it
Cry and kick and scream about it
Seems it's been lifetime I been tryna to make it work
Don't wanna be dead before I get what I deserve
Grown and
I get on my nerves
Self never assert
Not taking chances on me
It just hurts
One too many fails
One too many rejections
20 feet for stardom
Everyday is a test when
I feel guilty
Since hitting thirty
Grown and thirsty
But I play the humble girlie
Want this era
In the rear view mirror
I need better better
Grown and thirsty
All I do is dream about it
Eat and sleep and breathe about it
Grown and thirsty
All I do is grieve about it
Cry and kick and scream about it
Seems it's been lifetime I been tryna to make it work
Don't wanna be dead before I get what I deserve
Grown and
Robert Johnson
Edgar Allen Poe
Johann Sebastian
Vincent Van Gogh
I wanna live my dreams before I go
(Grownups can dream)
Cause all I do is think about it
Cry and scream and kick about it
Yeah, all I do is think about it
Sometimes lie about it but I do
All I do is think about it
Eat and sleep and breathe about it
Yeah, all I do is think about it
Sometimes lie about it but I do
I do